Overcoming my Insecurities

There are so many things im my life that are just little insecurities of mine, some I have not shared with anyone and others only to those close to me know about. To be honest some most of them are small and petty but to me they mean something and they affect me no matter how small they are….. they are my insecurities and I aim to overcome them one by one……

Yesterday and Today I can say that I did overcome one of the very small insecurities that I have… this was the simple thing of not wearing stocking under my dress when I went to work! I have completely pale pasty legs (which is another insecurity of mine!) and every time I wear  a dress or a skirt I will always wear a pair of stockings to give me some colour and make my legs look nice and healthy but yesterday and today it was way too hot and as I struggle in the heat normally I made a decision with myself that today will be the day when I will not wear those stocking and I will go to work with my naturally pale legs and if anyone does not like it well then they can simply suck it!!

Let me tell you I was very self-conscious when I walked in to work but I thought to myself other people do this everyday and you can do it too, all you have to do is hold your head high and act.. well act normal and I mean who is going to say anything too me? I mean if someone comes up to me and says ‘hey look at those pasty legs’ well Id give it back to them and tell them where they can shove it…..

But anyway I overcame my pasty pale legs and I enjoyed myself yesterday and am enjoying myself today.

We are who we are, we cannot change every little details about ourselves, we must learn to love ourselves for who we are.

The Start of a New Life

A few months ago I started the whole process of looking for a new house to live in with a friend and my boyfriend, it was a totally new experience for me as i have never lived out of home.. but the boyfriend asked if I wanted to move with him and to be honest it was one of the happiest moments of my life. I never believed he would asked me to live with him, i honestly never expected it but it made me so happy that I started searching right away.

I jumped on www.realestate.com.au and began my search for a home for us to live in and after many many searches, saving for the bond and finding someone else to move in with us we finally found a place that fit our criteria to a T!!

I can happily say that as of yesterday afternoon we were finally accepted into the home that we applied for!! I was so happy that I called my boyfriend right away to tell him the good news! He was happy too though not as happy as I was/am!!

Now we have the awesome job of getting the Bond and Rent together to pay the agent and then on Saturday we go to out local Ray White Office found here –  www.raywhite.com – to sign the final documents and then we get the keys to our new rental home!!

I cannot truly express how happy yet nervous I am over this 🙂

our new life awaits

This May Be It!!

Well I had 9 bloody open for inspections to see on Saturday and I ended up going to most of them, I had help from one of the guys I will be moving out with to go see the rest so both our days were full on!!

So whilst we were at one house which was totally old and yuck! The real estate Man told us about another house not too far that we may be interested in….. Well let me tell you we really liked the house! It was simple but nice and had everything we needed and was in much better condition than most of the other homes we looked at so that was good! 🙂

I literally just emailed the application through now and the estate agent said he will give me an answer by late today or tomorrow… So I am hoping it will be a yes!! 🙂 and then we can move into a new home! I am so excited yet nervous at the same time!!!

Fingers crossed for me please xx

It Just Wasn’t Meant For Us

So there was a house that my Boyfriend went to see last week that he loved  and when he told me about it I fell in love  with it too!! It was 4 bedrooms tiled in all rooms apart from 2 bedrooms, was brand spanking new and it was only about 5 minutes down the road from a soccer pitch!! (We both love soccer)

Well we were waiting back to hear from the real estate and she was meant to call us on Wednesday but I hadn’t heard from her, so I called her yesterday and she was with a client so I left a message to call me back……. well the day dragged on and I hadn’t heard anything and just as I was about to leave work I thought hmmm lets just check my Hotmail and see if she emailed me ……… and she emailed saying that the landlord didn’t accept our application 😦 I was shattered 😦

Now we have to look for some more places and on Saturday I am actually going to 9 yes that’s right 9 open houses!! Dont ask me how I am going to see them all but hopefully at least one will tickle my fancy!!

Wish me luck as ill need it!

Christmas Shopping

Well I am pretty sure that everyone knows Christmas is around the corner and like many I am wondering what to get everyone! There are so many people to shop for and i would not have a clue where to start  😦

Apart from my family I will also have my Boyfriends family to shop for too! They have invited me to dinner so I have to bring something! But I don’t even know who will be there!!! AARRGGHH 😦 😦 😦

I need ideas of what to get, like I don’t want to get Mum the usual necklace, then there is Dad I mean he is so hard to shop for! Then my Brothers and Sister-in-law and my Boyfriend too!! So much money will be spent and i just want to make sure that everyone is happy with what they get!

To be honest I have been looking on Ebay for a few items and have found like a nice bag and all that but I am still so undecided!!

Iv been told I stress too much about this…… but I don’t care! :p

Applications Towards a New Life

Just a little update on the house hunting situation, I have applied for about 4 houses so far and they are all relatively new or if not new they have been renovated a bit and look really nice!

There is 4 open inspections on Saturday which i have no idea how I am going to get to all of them! Doubt the boys will help me out as they are being true boys and leaving it all up to the woman to decide everything!! (secretly I don’t mind). All this means is that I am going to get a house that I like and that’s all that matters! 😛

I havent had any of the real estate agents contact me yet 😦 but i suppose they have a fair few people who apply so they will have to get through all of them!!

Wish me luck people!!

Presentation Night

Well the other night was my Soccer Presentation night and let me tell you it was a night I wouldn’t forget!!!

Let me start with a few of the good memories! Well firstly I got to wear a stunning dress that my boyfriend chose and bought for me! I got to see him dressed in nice suit pants and a black shirt! This was kind of only the second time we have been both dressed up really nice and I finally got a photo of us (I just have to get it off the guy who took it). It was so good to see my girls again I hadn’t seen them since the season ended which im really bummed 😦 but a few of them said we needed to catch up more so hopefully I shall see them more!

Everyone in the team got given a trophy for participating and we also got a medal for finishing Second on the ladder, would have been first but a stupid team beat us by like 2 points, long story behind that!! Apart from that we had the golden boot (I will never win as i am a defender, but I have scored before!) we had MVP ( most valuable player), that went to a girl who only started playing this year and she is AMAZING!! The next award was Coaches award which went to a new girl too, she had improved so much throughout the season and never complained about a thing! Then we had the Best and Fairest awards, the girl who won MVP won that too but guess who was the Runner up!!!!!????

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ME!!! Thats right I won Runner up Best and Fairest!! and I was not expecting it at all!! I wasnt even paying that much attention when my coach read out my name I was so shocked!!

I still can’t believe it and I have such a smile on my face! Even telling the guys at work im so happy 🙂 usually I hate being the person going I did this and I did that but today I cant help it!!

 

Runner Up Best & Fairest Win

So Many Questions!!

So i am applying for several houses now and let me tell you if you havent applied for a rental property before well OMG there are so many bloody questions you have to answer!! So much information you have to give and when filling it out for someone else there is so much to ask and it takes so bloody long!!! But on the plus side it means I get to move out sooooo yay for me!! ;p

so many questions that it hurts my head 😦

Well were not going to move out in the original area that I had hoped 😦 but we came to a compromise and the suburb we are moving to I am very happy with and the houses we have looked at are so bloody BEAUTIFUL!!!! They are bigger than what we were originally looking at cos now with the 3 of us we have increased the price slightly but still affordable!! So now we get a bigger Prettier house which I am totally cool with!

Well that was just a quick update for you and hopefully soon I will be able to say we have been accepted into a place!! That would be totally AMAZING!!

Inspection number 2!

Well I saw the second house today and let me say I loved it!! It was smaller than im used to but I can’t expect to have a massive house with my budget!

The rooms were a decent size and the ensuite was nice too, the kitchen was spacious and nice and the backyard…. Well it’s small but I’m not too fussed on that! 🙂

I took a rental application and will speak to those I am moving out with and hopefully we can hand in the application and start the process!!

Excitement!!

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Sneak peak at the house!! Xx