There are so many things im my life that are just little insecurities of mine, some I have not shared with anyone and others only to those close to me know about. To be honest some most of them are small and petty but to me they mean something and they affect me no matter how small they are….. they are my insecurities and I aim to overcome them one by one……
Yesterday and Today I can say that I did overcome one of the very small insecurities that I have… this was the simple thing of not wearing stocking under my dress when I went to work! I have completely pale pasty legs (which is another insecurity of mine!) and every time I wear a dress or a skirt I will always wear a pair of stockings to give me some colour and make my legs look nice and healthy but yesterday and today it was way too hot and as I struggle in the heat normally I made a decision with myself that today will be the day when I will not wear those stocking and I will go to work with my naturally pale legs and if anyone does not like it well then they can simply suck it!!
Let me tell you I was very self-conscious when I walked in to work but I thought to myself other people do this everyday and you can do it too, all you have to do is hold your head high and act.. well act normal and I mean who is going to say anything too me? I mean if someone comes up to me and says ‘hey look at those pasty legs’ well Id give it back to them and tell them where they can shove it…..
But anyway I overcame my pasty pale legs and I enjoyed myself yesterday and am enjoying myself today.
We are who we are, we cannot change every little details about ourselves, we must learn to love ourselves for who we are.
Well the other night was my Soccer Presentation night and let me tell you it was a night I wouldn’t forget!!!
Let me start with a few of the good memories! Well firstly I got to wear a stunning dress that my boyfriend chose and bought for me! I got to see him dressed in nice suit pants and a black shirt! This was kind of only the second time we have been both dressed up really nice and I finally got a photo of us (I just have to get it off the guy who took it). It was so good to see my girls again I hadn’t seen them since the season ended which im really bummed 😦 but a few of them said we needed to catch up more so hopefully I shall see them more!
Everyone in the team got given a trophy for participating and we also got a medal for finishing Second on the ladder, would have been first but a stupid team beat us by like 2 points, long story behind that!! Apart from that we had the golden boot (I will never win as i am a defender, but I have scored before!) we had MVP ( most valuable player), that went to a girl who only started playing this year and she is AMAZING!! The next award was Coaches award which went to a new girl too, she had improved so much throughout the season and never complained about a thing! Then we had the Best and Fairest awards, the girl who won MVP won that too but guess who was the Runner up!!!!!????
ME!!! Thats right I won Runner up Best and Fairest!! and I was not expecting it at all!! I wasnt even paying that much attention when my coach read out my name I was so shocked!!
I still can’t believe it and I have such a smile on my face! Even telling the guys at work im so happy 🙂 usually I hate being the person going I did this and I did that but today I cant help it!!