Nervous – Training

Tonight I have the first training session with the Soccer Club I wish to join this year and I am super nervous!!! Continue reading

My Biggest Insecurity Ever

Well I am about to write about my biggest insecurity EVER and when I say big i mean this is what stops me from doing a lot of things…. this is what stops me from being confident… this is something that affects me everyday some days more than others but it is still a major thing that affects my life……. Continue reading

Overcoming my Insecurities

There are so many things im my life that are just little insecurities of mine, some I have not shared with anyone and others only to those close to me know about. To be honest some most of them are small and petty but to me they mean something and they affect me no matter how small they are….. they are my insecurities and I aim to overcome them one by one……

Yesterday and Today I can say that I did overcome one of the very small insecurities that I have… this was the simple thing of not wearing stocking under my dress when I went to work! I have completely pale pasty legs (which is another insecurity of mine!) and every time I wear  a dress or a skirt I will always wear a pair of stockings to give me some colour and make my legs look nice and healthy but yesterday and today it was way too hot and as I struggle in the heat normally I made a decision with myself that today will be the day when I will not wear those stocking and I will go to work with my naturally pale legs and if anyone does not like it well then they can simply suck it!!

Let me tell you I was very self-conscious when I walked in to work but I thought to myself other people do this everyday and you can do it too, all you have to do is hold your head high and act.. well act normal and I mean who is going to say anything too me? I mean if someone comes up to me and says ‘hey look at those pasty legs’ well Id give it back to them and tell them where they can shove it…..

But anyway I overcame my pasty pale legs and I enjoyed myself yesterday and am enjoying myself today.

We are who we are, we cannot change every little details about ourselves, we must learn to love ourselves for who we are.

The Start of a New Life

A few months ago I started the whole process of looking for a new house to live in with a friend and my boyfriend, it was a totally new experience for me as i have never lived out of home.. but the boyfriend asked if I wanted to move with him and to be honest it was one of the happiest moments of my life. I never believed he would asked me to live with him, i honestly never expected it but it made me so happy that I started searching right away.

I jumped on and began my search for a home for us to live in and after many many searches, saving for the bond and finding someone else to move in with us we finally found a place that fit our criteria to a T!!

I can happily say that as of yesterday afternoon we were finally accepted into the home that we applied for!! I was so happy that I called my boyfriend right away to tell him the good news! He was happy too though not as happy as I was/am!!

Now we have the awesome job of getting the Bond and Rent together to pay the agent and then on Saturday we go to out local Ray White Office found here – – to sign the final documents and then we get the keys to our new rental home!!

I cannot truly express how happy yet nervous I am over this 🙂

our new life awaits

This May Be It!!

Well I had 9 bloody open for inspections to see on Saturday and I ended up going to most of them, I had help from one of the guys I will be moving out with to go see the rest so both our days were full on!!

So whilst we were at one house which was totally old and yuck! The real estate Man told us about another house not too far that we may be interested in….. Well let me tell you we really liked the house! It was simple but nice and had everything we needed and was in much better condition than most of the other homes we looked at so that was good! 🙂

I literally just emailed the application through now and the estate agent said he will give me an answer by late today or tomorrow… So I am hoping it will be a yes!! 🙂 and then we can move into a new home! I am so excited yet nervous at the same time!!!

Fingers crossed for me please xx

Inspection number 2!

Well I saw the second house today and let me say I loved it!! It was smaller than im used to but I can’t expect to have a massive house with my budget!

The rooms were a decent size and the ensuite was nice too, the kitchen was spacious and nice and the backyard…. Well it’s small but I’m not too fussed on that! 🙂

I took a rental application and will speak to those I am moving out with and hopefully we can hand in the application and start the process!!



Sneak peak at the house!! Xx


Well there comes a time in everyone’s life when it is time to move out of home!! And I have decided (along with my boyfriend) to move out of home!!

I have never lived out of home before so I am very nervous as I know there are plenty of things that I relied on my parents for that I am going to have to do all by my self! Things like paying the bills, doing the grocery shopping, cooking cleaning and a whole lot more!!

Now we have to be out by the start of october as the boyfriends parents are travelling Australia and renting their place out so he will have no place to live 😦 But don’t worry as i have been searching everyday to find a nice house for us to live in! Currently we are looking for a simple 3 bedroom 2 bathroom home and hopefully something with a bit of a yard as we are bringing a little jack russel with us!!

We were going to move out with one of my friends but unfortunately that fell through 😦 but now luckily one of the bf’s friends has decided he would like to move out too so he would like to move out with us! (this will make paying the bills easier!!) The only problem is that he wants to move closer to the city and i prefer the Northern suburbs!! so we have to try to find something in the middle that we will both be happy with!! The other problem is that i have looked for the areas that he likes and unfortunately with our price range there does not seem to be many places out there that suit our parameters 😦

On the plus side I am going to see a house tomorrow in the area that i wish to live in 🙂 so if that house is nice than maybe we will move there and maybe it will just be the bf and myself which would be good but I mean I wouldn’t mind having someone else to help out!

One thing I have loved doing is shopping for things for the house!!! I have so many things on lay by at Target it’s not funny!!! I have towels and sheets and a mattress protector and lots more!! We have been very lucky with items for the house as the bf’s parents are giving us a lot of things from their house so we don’t have to worry about the bigger items such as a fridge and bed and all that!!

Time to look for more houses and hopefully find something everyone will be happy with!! I’ll do my best to keep those who actually read this updated!!